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It's 2 days later. Sorry I didn't finish it yesterday as I said I would :3 the updates will be in blue and I still need to add some pictures (peace^ I'm running out of time lately)
I don't know if you heard but there was a terroristic attack in Berlin (Germany). There's been a lot of terroristic attacks lately but Berlin is too freaking close to us! I even have a bracelet from Berlin. Haha I'm scared x)
They caught the guy who killed all those people in freaking Italy! That's right next to my country. Fuck.
Time For Order
My room is finaly starting to look like a room again. Everything is on it's place again and I love it. Before I just left stuff where it was practical so I could reach them even when I couldn't get up. So now that my room is as it should be I feel way better. I even have more energy and motivation to study. Remember when I was trying to explain to you how our school system works. I found it explained in my english textbook but it's a book from 2003 so some things have changed (I corrected them)
Never mind hahah It's a mess again. But it's not as bad as it was x) and It's only a mess because I was wrapping christmass gifts in my room so there's christmass decorations and stuff everywhere
So.. I talked to her about her relationship. I didn't think she'll actually listen to me but she did. I don't know if I got to her but she at least listened and that's more than I expected. I told her how this relationship is bad for both of them and she said she'll think about it and that she's not back together with him. She said that they're just trying to make it right but are not back together. And then she asked me if I'd come with her to get him a Christmas present -.-'' I said that there's no way I'd go.
You already know the update about that x)
Ok, I'll just give Mia's sister a name first haha I'll call her Aria.
Apparently, we're going to America next year. I talked to Aria and she said it would be better if we'd wait a year and go next April (April 2018). 2 reasons: 1st We're all kind of broke now so even if we'd go now we wouldn't be able to afford much. 2nd In April 2018 we're all gonna be 21 so we'll be of age. I'm turning 21 in July 2017 and Mia's turning 21 in March 2018. I said I don't care if I'm not 21 but Aria said that there are lots of things I wouldn't be able to do then. Like, go to a pub. I didn't know you have to be 21 to go in a freaking pub O.o there's no age limit for that here. And also she said that she want's to go to Las vegas to go in a casino. I've never been in a casino and it's not really on my wish list but Mia does want to go & Aria doesn't want to go alone. So yeah.. I was outvoted x) I do have a small problem with going next year, though. I will probably be at the college then. But Aria said we can go during my vacation so I'd only loose about 5 days od college. (we plan to go for 15 days).
So yeah.. the point here was: we have more than a year to make our plan about seeing each other. :P
Few Random Things:
1st: MY HAIR'S GROWING BACK!! :3 I already have some eyelashes and eyebrows and my head is starting to get darker so that means there's a little bit of hair there.
2nd: Listen to this music. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMOGaugKpzs How do people find that cute?!?!? I'd get a restraining order from this dude if I'd be the one he's ''watching''
3rd: do you have a lot of snow? It still didn't snow here ^_^
So I ended up buying more christmass then I expected haha I'm meeting Nia, Mia and Tiana in an hour. Nia asked me on snapchet about New year and I told her I already have plans and she said that she thought we're gonna be together so I told her I thought that deal was off since we didn't even talk for more then a month and I said I don't really mind not spending the New year with them because I know there will be drama again and that I'm gonna end up being in the middle again. And she understood so we decided to have a sleepover tonight at her place. Only Nia, Mia and I should be there but Tiana texted Nia today and she couldnt exactly say ''no you're not invited''. I just hope Mia tends her temper tonight and Tiana doesn't end up making drama again.
I will insert pictures of some gifts I got for my friends when I can get pictures on the computer but I don't have time to do that now :3
I only put those 2 because the others are not really that interesting x)
At the pediatric clinic where I had my chemotherapy they asked me to help them make some christmass cards for all the volunteers that helped the clinic during the year. They turned out awesome but I need to get pictures of those on my computer too x) I'll do it as soon as possible but I need to run now because Mia's on her way to pick me up.
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.