so first thing is: SKY'S ALIVEEE :3 :D I couldn't take her to the veterinarian yesterday because I had a doctor and it took me longer then I thought it will so when I was done the veterinarian was closed already. so I took her today and he said she's doing much better then she did last time. He said it's probably because I was there ( because I'm the owner). when I put her on the table she run to me and wanted to hide under my shirt. he said last time she just stood there and squeaked a little. then he asked how she's eating and I told him that less then usual but she does eat and he said she still has some time. and about the tumour he said he's seen bigger tumours and that as long as she's responding as she is she's fine :3 so I decided I need to do something about her being alone so much. I'm probably going to give her to Mia. She can take care of her when I'm at the hospital and sky is already used to her. she has a big room so sky's cage can fit in it (she has a very big cage. I'll take a picture of it and add some pictures later) + when I'm out of the hospital I'm almost always with Mia anyways so I'll just tell her to bring Sky along every time. I think this will be better then her being alone all the time.
2nd thing: I have to apologise for not being so active here lately. I already told you I was at the hospital and felt really bad but for past 2 days I've been better but I just didn't feel like talking to ANYONE. I kind of expected that would happen because all my closest friends are away. But like even if they texted or called I didn't feel like talking to even them. So I used an excuse they're in other state and phone bill is more expensive that way to end a conversation earlier. yesterday I went out with some friends but I was quiet almost all the time and was just thinking about an excuse to go home. But today I talked to Mia and I'm talking to you now so I guess I'm starting to be better. :)
3rd thing: I'm getting better at the guitar :3
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.