Ok so I thought it was just me being irritable but this time they crossed the line. So yesterday I went out with Maya and Tiana and I apologised to them about how I behaved at the party. They said it was okay. but I'm sorry now that I apologised to them. today in the morning I was supposed to go to the sea side with my family. But Tiana had to go shopping for new pants and I promised her I'll go with her a while ago. we just didn't set the time then but I'm not gonna have time for 2 weeks now. So I asked my parents if we can go like after the lunch (we were supposed to go at like 5am) so I can go with Tiana shopping in the morning. They weren't too happy but they said yes. so I told her I can go with her. Mia and Maya were also supposed to go with us shopping. So in the morning I called Maya and she didn't pick up. and neither did Tiana. Mia was already at my place by that time and she called Tiana again and she finaly picked up. she said her head hurts and she's not going. Like.. are you serious? I didn't go to the sea side because of that and she couldn't even call me to tell me she cant go?! she was awake before because she said she already took some pills. so she could call and tell me. well Maya still wasn't picking up. So Mia and I went to her house. And we ''woke her up''. and she said that she already texted Tiana that she changed her mind and she's not going shopping. so.. she did text Tiana but didn't find 3 seconds more to copy the text massage and send it to us. And when she texted Tiana she somehow didn't see all the 10000 missed calls from us? I talked to her through phone then and told her all that and she just hang up. I was really angry then so I didn't want to talk to Tiana right away. I wanted to calm down first so Mia and I went to the mall first and just had a coffee. Neither of us really needed anything from the mall. we were just going because they asked us to. Then I texted Tiana and told her that my whole family had to wait 7 hours for her just to change her mind. At least she apologised. It wasn't an honest apology but it was more then I got from Maya. Maya still hasn't called me back. So well things like that make me feel bad. and I really don't need friends that are constantly making me feel bad. I'm pretty good at doing that myself. So I have no intention of hanging out with Maya or Tiana ever again.
(and just saying.. I still didn't unpack my things haha but I did get my laptop out :3)
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.