Zeppelin "escaped" again. But this time, I didn't find him. I held him before going to bed last night which was around 3:30am-4:00am and had set the lid on and put the lamp on. He somehow slide the lid and squeezed out. I don't know when he did this. I only noticed around 11:00am. I was just annoyed but not exactly scared. Yet. So, I looked around (this was after I cleaned my room so, it was just looking under things, which wasn't hard). He's not in my room. I just cried knowing he'd have to be in the hall-like area which has lots of bookshelves and a whole bunch of crap he could hide under. I felt week and I had lost the little guy I could always have when I felt stressed or depressed. But now, he's just causing it or worsening it. I can't find him for the life of me. I had searched my room multiple times and after crying a lot, I had a bad headache and had fallen asleep. When I woke up I searched the hall-ish room. Nope. I have a lot of cuts and bruises just trying to squeeze in areas trying to find him with my shitty flashlight. That room is wreaked so, lucky me has more cleaning. I was told that I could put out bait or put out his heat light which he'd go to when he got cold. He'd normally eat Wednesday (the 10th) so, I don't want to put out bait if I don't have to. I set up a little area for him. I put his log hide and his favorite leaves. I also put out water. I'll put a picture of it if I can. If he doesn't come tomorrow. I will get a pinkie mouse (which a baby corn snake would usually have) and put it out for him to get. They can only be left out for 24 hours before they're no longer good.
No one is trying to help me... Not my dad. Not my sister. I haven't told my mom yet. She's at work, I'll tell her when she gets home. I know she'll look at me like I'm stupid. I'm really scared that Sender will find him... Sender is a sweet cat but, he's definitely not sweet to other animals he doesn't trust. I don't blame him but, I'd be ready to kill him if he hurts Zeppelin. Even just a small scratch, Sender will have a hard time.
I just feel really depressed and tired. I can't study or anything. I need to find Zeppelin.
What it looks like with room light on ^
What it looks like with room light off ^
I am leaving the room light off because I want that spot to stand out and him find it. He also likes his hideouts obscured by leaves so he feels hidden and secure.
Why they're called Ball Pythons above. What they look like when not in a ball below
"Some days life is all about your dreams, hopes and visions for the future. But there are some days where life is just about putting one foot in front of the other. And that's okay."