Lara's Blog Page
Sky is still doing fine. I dont think her tumour has grown much and she's still happely running around. She's just very careful. Here is a picture of her tumour. (the big one. There's another one but is way smaller)
I'm learning how to sing while playing the guitar. I fing it really heard to sing while playing but I'm getting better at it. If I can get to my brother's computer tomorrow I'll try to record it and I'll do the same song I did last time so you can see if I got any better :3
Remember when I said my hair is starting to grow back? Well it only started to grow back because I was off the chemo for so long because of the operation I had. After first chemo I had (after the operation) they started to fall out again so I had to shave my had again.
My exames are comming up and I'm getting kind of nervous. Well.. Actually I still have plenty of time (they're in february) but I'm getting nervous. So I kind of have a favour to ask.. When I write stuff wrong.. Could you correct me? I have an english test and my collage kind of depends on how I do on it (and 4 other tests)
On wednesday I'm going back to the hospital because I have chemo therapy again. I'm scared as fuck. I so dont want to go back. I was actually thinking about giving up. I juat dont know if I can do it anymore. But I need to talk to my doctor first. I have a feeling she's gonna say I need to finish that or everything I went through ountil now was for nothing. I so freaking wish she wouldn't say that but I think she will. Ok I got sick just writing about it. So I'll stop. The point was I'll probably stop responding on wednesday evening for a few days.
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.