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Tomorrow I'm saying goodbye to my little sunshine Sky :( . she has 2 tumours and the veterinarian said she'd only be in pain if I didn't. I don't know for how long she's had that. I've been in the hospital and my mom was taking care of her but she didn't notice the tumours. when I did I took her to veterinarian but he said I need to take her to a different kind of veterinarian but before I could do that I had to go back to the hospital so my mom took her and he told her we will only be torturing her if I don't put her down. So I sadly decided it's time for her to go so tomorrow I'm taking her to the veterinarian again and he's going to put an injection in her little heart and she's gonna foll a sleep. I wish I could be taking better care of her. I've been terrible to her for past half a year. she was used to being a princess and then all pf a sudden I couldn't take care of her as I did. my mom said that the veterinarian said that he can see we've been taking good care of her and that she had a nice life because she's so nice and sociable with people. when he was checking her tumour he pressed on it and he was impressed she didn't bite him. she just squeaked out a little. I wish he was right. but she was well behaved because I thought her that when she was little. last half a year she spent almost all of her time in her cage.
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.