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So my friends are back from Croatia but with them so is all the drama that I hate. First of all Mia and Maya are constantly fighting. they had a fight about what they were going to eat for lunch -.-'' like.. how can you fight about something like that?? and they're also fighting with everyone else. I'm kind of used to Mia doing so. She's been like tat since her (ex) best friends betrayed her really bad but for Maya that's new. 2 days ago I was with Maya and another friend (lets call her Tiana) Maya and Tiana dated once and were best friends before and after that. but they've been fighting a lot lately. Tiana had to leave before we did and when she was gone Maya told me they recently had a fight about Mia. She said that Tiana started to talk about Mia and said that she's been really annoying lately. and Maya said back that not long ago her and Mia (Maya and Mia) had a fight just about that and that Tiana was besides them but was quiet. and that if she has something against Mia she has to tell her and not talk behind her back. she said some more stuff but I cat remember it word to word. But the point is that when she was telling me that I kind of got the feeling that she was testing what I'd say. Like.. if she had a big fight with Tiana or any other friend if I'd be on her side.. I told her that when she fight's with Mia it puts me in an awkward position and that all I can do is try to calm them both down. (luckily when they fight it only lasts for about half an hour and then they're fine). But if she'd have a fight with anyone else I'd beck her up for sure. (And I meant that. even though I wouldn't be too happy about it I'd stand by her for sure). The next morning I went beck to the sea side. I wanted to test the ''too attached to Mia'' thing. I sent a picture of the sea through snapchat to some of my friends and among them was.. Nia. She answered and our conversation lead to why Maya is trying to pick a fight with her. she said that every time she texts Maya if she has any time Maya finds an excuse. and now Maya is saying that Nia never texts her. and we talked about that for like an hour. she said that the same time (2 days ago, when Maya and I talked about what I said earlier) that I asked Maya if she has time to go out she also texted her and Maya said no to her and yes to me. she used then as excuse that I only told her to call Tiana if she wants to join us. which is true. but I didn't mean no one else can join us. I only told her to call Tiana because the 3 of us live in the same area and expected that others won't want to come because they're too far away. Nia ofcourse knew that but we both are still confused about why Maya only ''has time'' when I call her. I just told Nia to be patient with Maya and that she'll probably see that she's doing the wrong thing by always telling them off when she gets bored
I know there's nothing you can do about it :P but I had to get that out.
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.