Now for a change the title actually does matches with what I'm about to write haha Just so you know.. You don't have to answer anything on this I'm only writing because I can't sleep and I'm hoping it may help me get more tired. And I'm also bored and full of energy. And it's 2 at night. Aand I can already see myself tomorrow complaining the whole day how I again couldn't sleep tonight. I Couldn't fall asleep yesterday until 5 in the morning.
Ok so I had no freaking idea you guys capitalize every first letter of every word in the title. I feel so dumb I never even noticed it when you did it x) We only capitalize the first letter of first word and the names. Just like in a regular sentence. Today I had my first 2 hours of English lessons for the tests I've been talking about. My ex classmates saved my but because when they finished with it last year they all gave me their notes. So now I don't really have that much work with English as I would have. So since I can't go to school I have different teachers now (the hospital teachers) and today I met my English teacher. It was the most awkward meeting ever. We started off talking in Slovene and then all of a sudden she started talking English. I'm not used to teachers talking English because usually most of my classmates wouldn't be able to follow. But she just started like '"well so let's start. Introduce yourself in English." And I just froze. The only words I could get out of myself were "My name is Lara" it wasn't that I wouldn't know how to say it in English but I just didn't know what to tell her. Like... What does she care who I am? I started at her for few seconds and the I said something like " I don't know what to tell you" and then she started to ask me questions about my family and siblings and I started to feel really uncomfortable talking about it. So that kind of made me want to change the subject so I started talking about the guitar and sky. And I think I did a pretty good job talking about that because later she told me I have to write about something and have to fill up 2 pages and she just went like... "But I don't think that's gonna be a problem for you". Haha it made me start to think that maybe I should talk a little less x). So yeah.. At the end of the lessons it wasn't so awkward anymore. I'm actually quite looking forward to next time :3
''Don't be afraid of the future.''
''change the path your life will follow''
''I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horror in the light''
Be strong now, because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.