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So, before I talked about the appointment, I want to say that I won't have Cynthia casually read this. I can tell her to read a certain post if I need her to but, I don't think that'll be often.
I didn't get to mention everything I wanted (it was quite a bit...) so, I mainly just updated her. I will see if I can set up an earlier appointment than planned. I told her all that happened with Aaron, and told her about Zeppelin. I also talked about the way my mom treated me (when she made me feel like a huge freak because I wanted Zeppelin and all that) and how I cut afterwards. It was really awkward to talk about. The was I explained it was, "Well... I went to my last resort..Last resort as in, I have a few scars on my thighs". After telling her that she wanted me to tell my mom how that had hurt me as much as it did. I explained that my mom would just yell at me and etc. I also told her about, basically my "I Figured It Out..." post. I didn't get into it as much as I wish but, yeah. We will work on it more next appointment. I also need to talk to her about school. So many things and too little time...Ugh.
"Some days life is all about your dreams, hopes and visions for the future. But there are some days where life is just about putting one foot in front of the other. And that's okay."