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So, I'm kinda having a war with myself right now.
Well, I have to let Nibbles and Alya run around because their cage is small and honestly, that's kinda how I hangout with them too. Well, there's two things that kinda bother me about Nibbles.
1. He and I don't exactly bond. Like, I just kinda feed him and pet him here and there and that's it. He doesn't actually enjoy my existance really. Like.. Idk, it's hard to explain. It's not like him and I are friends. It's like it's just my job to take care of him and then him and Alya are friends. My and I have noticed with pets... If there's just one, they will bond with you can enjoy being with you. You're their friend and they need you. If there's two, the other is their friend and you just kinda take care of them. It's like that with Haven and Vertigo but, I'm not really bothered.
2. He chews up everything. He chewed up my blanket and my clothes... I didn't really care until I relized what he was doing to my clothes and I'm really angry about it. I don't have lots of money and I can't fix these things. If I sewed it, it'd be obvious and I'd look like a dork. My new clothes, I don't feel confident in because of my weight gain.
I just feel like shit now. Because I don't know what to do with him. I can't have him chewing up my things but, if he can only stay in his cage, I can't hangout with him. Plus, that wouldn't be fair to Alya. She LOVES to be out of the cage and is very good. She stays where I can see her and never chews anything up except for paper (which I don't really care about). I think I'll need to give him away, but where? I have no clue. And I'd be taking Alya's best friend. She's not good with other's. I want to give her attention but I'd have to force Nibbles to stay in his cage... I can't give up Alya because she's done nothing wrong and I love her. I love Nibbles but, I can't do this.
"Some days life is all about your dreams, hopes and visions for the future. But there are some days where life is just about putting one foot in front of the other. And that's okay."