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So, Lara, I'm not sure if you can relate... But, sometimes, my MD (Maladaptive Daydreaming) characters get disturbed, which then disturbs me.
Well, this usually happens if I'm watching horror movie or crime documentary. Something in the movie will be a trigger to an MD character and then I will feel physically ill myself. I don't know how exactly to handle it but, I believe I know why it happens.
*A Little While Later*
I just finished the movie... I feel like I can hear and see Nicki (also known as Lillah) screaming and crying in my head. I had to finish it or there would've been no ending. I need to distract myself to get it to stop.
"Some days life is all about your dreams, hopes and visions for the future. But there are some days where life is just about putting one foot in front of the other. And that's okay."